The speaker expresses frustration and a sense of being unappreciated as a long-time backer of Star Citizen. They reminisce about their involvement, facing criticism on YouTube, and their deep attachment to the game despite their struggles.
The speaker begins by expressing their frustration with Star Citizen, a game they have been a backer of since 2012. They emphasize their long-standing support and demand respect. They mention the involvement of Julian Anderson, who did motion capture for the game many years ago. The speaker also talks about creating Lego replicas of the game’s ships and facing criticism on YouTube, being called stupid and ugly. They mention trying to improve their videos using string theory and quantum math, along with a concept of bathing in rainbow light. They describe sitting in coffee houses, pretending to drink whiskey, and feeling misunderstood and unloved. They express their deep attachment to Star Citizen and their inability to quit it.
In summary, the speaker is a long-time backer of Star Citizen who feels frustrated and unappreciated. They reminisce about the game’s early days and their involvement, including creating Lego replicas of the ships. They mention facing criticism on YouTube and trying to improve their videos using unconventional methods. They describe seeking solace in coffee houses and feeling misunderstood by others. Despite their struggles, they express a strong emotional attachment to Star Citizen and an inability to quit the game.